On The Day You Were Born..

On December 14th, I went in to see Dr. Shaban for a regular check up. I told him that I had been having contractions that were wrapping around my back. He did an ultrasound and checked me and told me that I was not thinned or dialted at all. He was going out of town and basically put me in bed rest/vaginal bed rest, until he got back because he didn't want anything happening while he was gone. He reassured me that nothing would and again told me to take it easy and do nothing. She was so low so anything could make my water break.

I had hoped to be able to try VBAC but would not be able to do that if something went wrong or Dr. Shaban was gone. So I was doing my best to take it easy but its not so easy when you are chasing a 16 month old around.

The weekend went fine and on Sunday I started having contractions here and there. Nothing regular and nothing causing me to worry.

On Monday, we had a little family home evening and then decided that we'd listen to some Christmas music. Tanner loves to dance, so we were all dancing around and then Tanner wanted to dance with me. I honestly did not think anything and just picked him up like I was so used to doing and started dancing with him resting on my belly.

Bed time rolled around and I went to bed feeling great. Around 1am, I remember waking up and feeling really uncomfortable. I was pretty out of it and honestly just thought it was the typical pregnancy uncomfortable-ness. I fell back asleep and then remember waking up and falling back asleep frequently until around 5 when I finally realized that I was very uncomfortable and I was defiantly have contractions. I was able to fall back asleep for about an hour and woke up to feeling very wet.

It was about 6am and Brian's alarm was just about to go off so that he could get ready for school. I rolled over and said "Honey, I think my water just broke." He replied, "Are you serious?" To which I said, "Unless I peed myself, but I think I have more control over my bladder then that."

I got up and headed towards the bathroom so sit on the toilet but a bit and see what happened. It was just a trinkle here and there.. Like I was peeing but without the need to go pee.

I grabbed a towel and headed back to bed to lay down again. After a few minutes, I felt another large amount of water and from there on I knew that my water had broke. Brian called in to school and told them that we were going to be having a baby today and that he wouldnt be coming in. I called Nichole, to see if she would be able to come over in the next 45 mins to be with Tanner while we went to the hospital. With a very sleepy voice, she agreed.

I frantically started packing anything and everything that I thought I might need at the hospital. I was obviously not prepared for my water to break and had planned for my scheduled c-section. I then decided that if I was going to do this, it would have to be naturally and I might as well take my time. So I put on some makeup, curled my hair and tried to take deep breaths and relax.

Dr. Shaban was obviously unreachable as he was on a cruise, so I called Claire, his Nurse Practioner and she said Dr. Mead is there and is waiting for you. I called Dr. Mead and said, I think my water broke and he said "Awesome! come on over."

Once things were together and Nichole arrived, we took off to the hospital. I was nervous. I didn't know what to expect and I was scared because she was coming 2 weeks and 1 day early and I was praying so hard that she was healthy. I was worried about Tanner even though I knew he was in good hands. They pulled me back and I got into my gown and wheeled me into Labor and Delivery. Dr. Mead came in and tested the fluid to make sure that it was in fact my water. It was! So from then on it was sort of a blur, everything went so fast. Looking back, I wish I would have yelled STOP I just need a minute to process what is happening right now.

Brian called my parents and his parents and told them that my water had broke and we were about to have a baby! They were shocked. It was about 8am by this time and nurses were coming in and out of the room to start IV's, give me medicine, sign paperwork, shave my private area for preperation for another c-section, prep my belly etc. Again, looking back I wish I would have thought to say, " HOLD ON can I do this nautrally?" but things were so fast and I was a little out of my element with Dr. Shaban there.

Brian called my parents and his parents (6 am their time) and they were totally shocked and anxious.

My nurse team was fantastic! They were so calming and reassuring that everything was going to be fine. They explained everything that they were doing even though I had been through this before and were so nice! I finally asked to have just a minute alone and they agreed. They all stepped out and Brian gave me the greatest priesthood blessing ever. I felt calm and at peace.

The anesthesiologist came in and gave his whole run down of what would happen and shortly after at about 9am they were wheeling me into the OR.

At 9:33am, Camryn Danielle Hone was born. She came out crying and was beautiful, despite her crooked nose and head. Poor girl! No wonder she came early, she'd had enough of being squished in there! She was healthy and once they got her wrapped up and warm again, she was so calm. Brian was able to hold her while they stitched me up and then just like that it was over and they were wheeling us back to my L&D room for a couple hours before moving us to Postpartum.

Camryn was able to nurse right away and she did awesome. It was such a neat experience as I never got to experience that with Tanner.

She was such a champ in the hospital and was so calm. She basically ate and slept and was gaining weight and that was perfect for everyone.

On the 19th, our pediatrician came in to give her an exam and after what seemed like forever, she finally brought her back to us. She told us that Camryn had left hip dysplasia and was going to have a pediatric orthopedist come in to check her out.  After his exam, he told us that she would need to be in a full body harness for 6 full weeks. Never to come out of it for anything. They came in and fitted her tiny little body and there the count down started. Apparently it is very common and they figure because of the lack of room that she had, she didn't move her left leg much and it cause it to not fully form.

Despite her harness, she was perfect and beautiful. We couldn't love her anymore and couldn't be more thrilled that she was in our family!

27 weeks

Due Date: January 2nd, 2012

How far along? 27 weeks

Whats baby up to? She's sleeping and waking at regular intervals, opening and closing her eyes and perhaps even sucking her fingers.

Baby is the size of a: Head of a Cauliflower

Total Weight Gain/Loss: 

The Bump: Large!

Symptoms: Headaches. Heartburn. 

Food Cravings: Fruit, Bread, Crackers, Candy

Stretch Marks? 3 smalls one on my left side... :(

Belly Button In or Out? In

Anything making me queasy or sick? No

Sleep: pretty uncomfortable. I have to have a pillow behind my back and one between my legs.

What I miss: My Body

Wedding ring on or off? On

Any names picked out yet? Yes

Gender: Girl

Movement? Lots

Maternity Clothes? A few shirts from my first pregnancy. My pants are starting to get uncomfortable if I'm sitting. The rubberband has made its debut to loosen the button.

Labor Signs? Occasional braxton hicks contractions

Best Moment of the week? finally purchasing some baby girl clothes and a pack n play!

What I'm excited about or looking forward to? My birthday

Happy or Moody? Happy

25 weeks

Due Date: January 2nd, 2012

How far along? 25 weeks

Whats baby up to? She is growing body fat. She is also growing hair

Baby is the size of a: Rutabaga

Total Weight Gain/Loss: 14 pounds

The Bump: I feel like its very large and in charge

Symptoms: Headaches. Heartburn. Bloating. Forgetful

Food Cravings: Fruit, Bread, Crackers, Grilled hot dog

Stretch Marks? No

Belly Button In or Out? In

Anything making me queasy or sick? No

Sleep: starting to get a little uncomfortable

What I miss: some of my clothes

Wedding ring on or off? On

Any names picked out yet? Yes

Gender: Girl

Movement? Yes!

Maternity Clothes? A few shirts from my first pregnancy 

Labor Signs? Just braxton hicks!

Best Moment of the week? It was exactly this week but more the past 2 weeks.. NYC girls trip and NYC trip with Brians family.

What I'm excited about or looking forward to? A nice relaxing weekend.

Happy or Moody? Happy

Bump!

20 week bump!

Due Date: January 2nd, 2012

How far along? 20 weeks.. HALF WAY!!!

Whats baby up to? She is swallowing amniotic fluid to practice eating so she's a pro when she's born. 

Baby is the size of a: Banana

Total Weight Gain/Loss: 9 pounds

The Bump: It's showing its true colors!

Symptoms: Headaches. Heartburn. 

Food Cravings: Fruit, Bread, Crackers/Chips and Deli Meat

Stretch Marks? No

Belly Button In or Out? In

Anything making me queasy or sick? No

Sleep: getting plenty but waking up very tired.

What I miss: my body

Wedding ring on or off? On

Any names picked out yet? Yes

Gender: Girl

Movement? Yes, lots! She is a crazy mover

Maternity Clothes? A few shirts from my first pregnancy 

Labor Signs? No

Best Moment of the week? hitting half way!

What I'm excited about or looking forward to? our next ultrasound!

Happy or Moody? Happy

Tanner has a little announcement...

July 4th, 2012

post from family blog

(picture taken on July 4th when we announced to our friends)

I don't even know where to start. I can't begin to explain the amount of emotions that have been in our household the last couple of months.

This pregnancy came as a huge shock and quickly we realized the blessing as well. We were not trying in anyway, but I had never planned to start birth control either. We had been told by multiple doctors and our amazing fertility doctor that we would never get pregnant on our own. Our fertility doctor that did our IVF procedure with Tanner told us that IF we were to get pregnant on our own, that it would be a miracle.

I only had one cycle after the nursing stopped so before we headed home in May I called my doctor and he recommended that I start birth control for a few months to get things regulated. I started it, and while I was home I felt awful. My mom kept telling me that I needed to take a pregnancy test and I just laughed and thought she was completely crazy. I had thought for sure that it was from the birth control so I stopped taking it and still was not feeling well but being pregnant was so far from my mind.

When we got home to Virginia, I decided that I would take a pregnancy test. I was taking the test for a few reasons but mainly to rule it out. Honestly, I was not expecting anything. I took the test and within seconds it was positive. I grabbed the package and checked the back for the expiration date which was June 2012. Thinking that there might be a slight possibility of being pregnant, I ran upstairs to our bedroom and showed the test to Brian. His exact words..."Two lines... what does that mean?" I responded with "That we're pregnant!" Then I quickly explained that the test was almost expired and I needed him to go get me more tests because I wasn't sure.

Brian went to the dollar store and bought 2 more tests. I took both and both told us the same thing..

PREGNANT!!

After a few minutes of complete silence, ( I believe we were both in shock) Brian suggested that we call Dr. Shaban. I called him and asked him if there was anything that could be giving me a false positive pregnancy test and that I have taken 3 and they are all positive. His non sugar coated reply was, "Not unless you tell me you haven't had sex in 3 months." We finished the conversation with an appointment to see him on Friday the 18th for confirmation of pregnancy.

The days till Friday dragged on and on. Brian and I were still a little unsure about what we'd find out but Friday came and this is what we found...

Ready or not... Baby #2 was on its way. The baby was measuring 7 weeks and 2 days, giving me a January 2nd due date.

We left the office in silence. Besides the occasional chuckle and stunned "what," not many words were spoken on the way home.

I will admit, later that evening I cried and I think the crying continued for a few days following that. All of my thoughts and emotions from my pregnancy with Tanner and then everything after he was born came flooding back and all I could think about was how on earth am I going to do this again? I couldn't help but think that Tanner was still my little baby and that they would only be 17 months apart. Thank goodness for Brian telling me over and over that everything was going to be ok, we could do this and helping me fully recognize the miracle and blessing.

The next few weeks (well 5) were pretty miserable. I was so nauseous and basically glued to the bathroom floor throwing up. It was awful. I finally gave in around week 10 and started taking medication to help with it and around week 12, I was starting to feel human again. I never experienced that with Tanner so it was all very new.

At my NT ultrasound appointment at 12 weeks, we found out two things:

#1. The baby was measuring early, giving me a December 28th due date.

#2. They are 90% sure it is a girl. 

Today, I am 19 weeks. I still have 2 due dates and we are still only 90% sure it's a girl. I have an appointment on Friday to make it a solid 100%. It would have been sooner but we've been out of town so my appointments all got pushed back. I have been saying girl since 12 weeks so I will really have to change my thinking if we get a surprise boy. I am considered high risk, but so far have not had to see my high risk doctor and I am keeping my fingers crossed we can make it to the end without doing so. 

Although there are times that we still sit in disbelief over our surprise, We couldn't feel more blessed or more excited for this baby to join our family.

15 Weeks

Due Date: January 2nd, 2012

How far along? 15 weeks 2 days

Whats baby up to? Her legs are growing longer than her arms. She can move all of her joints and limbs. She is moving amniotic fluid through her nose and upper respiratory tract. Taste buds are forming.

Baby is the size of a: Orange

Total Weight Gain/Loss: 4 pounds

The Bump: Small but noticeable.

Symptoms: Headaches. Bloating. Heartburn. Sore gums. Stuffy nose and nosebleeds.

Food Cravings: Fruit, Bread, Crackers/Chips and Deli Meat

Stretch Marks? No

Belly Button In or Out? In

Anything making me queasy or sick? No

Sleep: Pretty darn good lately. I just wake up feeling tired still.

What I miss: My Body

Wedding ring on or off? On

Any names picked out yet? Yes

Gender: Girl

Movement? Yes, little flutters

Maternity Clothes? A few shirts from my first pregnancy 

Labor Signs? No

Best Moment of the week? Knowing that Brian finished is last away rotation for a few months!

What I'm excited about or looking forward to? Our trip home to Idaho tomorrow!!

Happy or Moody? Moody

13 Weeks

Had an OB check up today. Baby Girl was sucking her thumb. Her heartbeat is strong and she is growing! I couldn't feel more blessed and thankful that everything is going well so far.

Due Date: Dr. Shaban is leaving my due date in January instead of moving it to Dec. Bummer :(

How far along? 13 weeks 2 days

Whats baby up to? Tiny bones are beginning to form in her arms and legs. The intestines are beginning to move from the umbilical cord to the abdomen. The vocal cords are well under construction. 

Baby is the size of a: Peach

Total Weight Gain/Loss: 3 pounds

The Bump: Questionable. Looks like I just had to much to eat for dinner.

Symptoms: Headaches. Bloating. Sore and enlarged Breasts. Heartburn. Dizziness

Food Cravings: Fruit, Bread, Crackers/Chips and Deli Meat

Stretch Marks? No

Belly Button In or Out? In

Anything making me queasy or sick? Strong smells

Sleep: Getting up to pee once and sometimes twice already. 

What I miss: Clear Skin

Wedding ring on or off? On

Any names picked out yet? Yes

Gender: GIRL.. 100% Dr. Shaban confirmed today!

Movement? No

Maternity Clothes? No

Labor Signs? No

Best Moment of the week? Getting some sun at the pool.

What I'm excited about or looking forward to? Feeling her move.

Happy or Moody? Happy